it would be nice for us to go to a studio and take a picture.
but it is not as nice as we were thinking it would be, since the studio doesn't have the right package that we want.
old style background looks nice for us.
but no, that nice background will only work if we are a group of 20 or more.
after that, we thought it would be nice if we can have a seat at the nearest cafe.
But we ended up on waiting list.
It's okay, it's okay.
we can have a comfy seat latter, just bear with it for a moment.
But the rain just right about to start.
We came in 8, too bad we were to big untill they can't manage table for us and they separated us instead.
Well, let us not deal with it, just order some food for dinner and drink something.
We ate, we drank.
We enjoyed every conversation that came up on the table.
Until we decided to leave.
We asked for the bill.
They said, wait a minute.
We asked for it again.
But they kept us waiting.
So we ask again.
no one came, just "wait a minute"
So we asked again, unpolitely.
they gave us our bill, finally!
but no, it didn't stop there.
Our order was about 100k IDR, but they charged us 250k IDR.
So we called the waiter, again.
We said that this is not our order, there were like 6 - 8 items that we didn't order but appear in our bill.
They took back our bill, and listed it manually. We mentioned things that we order.
Finally, we got the right bill, I didn't want to wait any longer so I walked to the cashier and gave them the money.
But it seemed like they still didn't believe us, so I talked to them again with a very unpleasant tone.
we left that F-ing cafe, and I sweared not to come back.
But no, the rain still pouring.
When I see there were 3 layers of motorcyle parked at the side of the road, I was like, wtf!
Mine was at the first layer!!!!
So I waited, with beggars running arround trying to sell expired newspaper.
I went back, tired, want to sleep, but no, I have to do some things first.
I finished at 12 a.m. and then i crawled to my bed.
I closed my eyes and opened it at 2 a.m.
And now, I'm writing this note, with a panda eyes, but not as cute as one.
Tuesday, August 23, 2011
Saturday, June 4, 2011
bla bla bla - ing
I'm ready to mumble again, preasure from the next week final exam I guess.
its been a long time, but I'm still the pesimistic person I was
I'm not good at starting a conversation or a new relationship.
My mood is unpredictable, just like the weather.
but thankfully, I can keep my mood for my self.
people may know if I'm not in the good mood, but at least, it doesn't affect them.
I thought I have moved on, but no, I just ran away from it.
at the end of the day, I came back again at the same spot where I begin.
I'm not a smart guy, yes I know it.
But listening to your parents about how good your sister and brother are, that's hurt.
and please, stop saying God has a plan, theres is a rainbow after the rain, or some sort of that thing
yes, yes, God has a plan, but keep saying that wouldn't heal any wound or ease the pain, it still damn hurt.
its been a long time, but I'm still the pesimistic person I was
I'm not good at starting a conversation or a new relationship.
My mood is unpredictable, just like the weather.
but thankfully, I can keep my mood for my self.
people may know if I'm not in the good mood, but at least, it doesn't affect them.
I thought I have moved on, but no, I just ran away from it.
at the end of the day, I came back again at the same spot where I begin.
I'm not a smart guy, yes I know it.
But listening to your parents about how good your sister and brother are, that's hurt.
and please, stop saying God has a plan, theres is a rainbow after the rain, or some sort of that thing
yes, yes, God has a plan, but keep saying that wouldn't heal any wound or ease the pain, it still damn hurt.
Sunday, April 3, 2011
mumbling babbling babbon
I just want to mumble, its been a long time since I actually write about something.
Being 22 doens't mean I'm too old for flirting. Oh please I love it!!
but it's not " tell me 10 good things and bad things about you"!!
its like u want to know me without any effort.
Oh remember this joke
co : neng ada dongkrak?
ce : ngga ada bang.
co : tp klo no hp punya kan!!
once someone actually tried to flirt me with
A : eh ini artinay apa sih *kasih ayat Alkitab panjang and trust me, I'm not a walking English Bible*
gw : *ngasi sebisa mungkin*
A : klo "i love u" artinya apa??
gw : *SUPER KRIK SEGARING AYAM KFC!!*
oh my, couldn't u do something better than that??
believe if u are trying to flirt someone on your age, i think that would work, but for me, nah!!!!
sorry, I'm way beyond that.
and believe me
rejecting your invitation for a million times = I'm not into you!
Also I dont like if u add my bbm but not say even a word, I'm not some sort of collection to be collected in ur friendlist, so please, TALK!! even if it is only once in a while.
Being 22 doens't mean I'm too old for flirting. Oh please I love it!!
but it's not " tell me 10 good things and bad things about you"!!
its like u want to know me without any effort.
Oh remember this joke
co : neng ada dongkrak?
ce : ngga ada bang.
co : tp klo no hp punya kan!!
once someone actually tried to flirt me with
A : eh ini artinay apa sih *kasih ayat Alkitab panjang and trust me, I'm not a walking English Bible*
gw : *ngasi sebisa mungkin*
A : klo "i love u" artinya apa??
gw : *SUPER KRIK SEGARING AYAM KFC!!*
oh my, couldn't u do something better than that??
believe if u are trying to flirt someone on your age, i think that would work, but for me, nah!!!!
sorry, I'm way beyond that.
and believe me
rejecting your invitation for a million times = I'm not into you!
Also I dont like if u add my bbm but not say even a word, I'm not some sort of collection to be collected in ur friendlist, so please, TALK!! even if it is only once in a while.
Friday, January 28, 2011
faith and naive
selama liburan, gw ngisi waktu nntn dvd.
karena lg suka uggly betty, jadilah gw bli uggly betty yg season 3 (dari 12 cd, 4 ga bisa diputer, damn!)
salah satu episodnya sedikit ngebuat gw berpikir ttg faith dan naive
mnurut oxford dictionary
faith : strong trust and confidence in sb/sth
naive : lacking of experience of life and willing to believe that ppl always tell you the truth.
gw sedikit bingung dgn 2 kata ini.
so, if we put our faith in somebody, does it mean we are being naive at the same time??
karena lg suka uggly betty, jadilah gw bli uggly betty yg season 3 (dari 12 cd, 4 ga bisa diputer, damn!)
salah satu episodnya sedikit ngebuat gw berpikir ttg faith dan naive
mnurut oxford dictionary
faith : strong trust and confidence in sb/sth
naive : lacking of experience of life and willing to believe that ppl always tell you the truth.
gw sedikit bingung dgn 2 kata ini.
so, if we put our faith in somebody, does it mean we are being naive at the same time??
Friday, December 17, 2010
Beda
“ Lu koq makan mie ayam kayak gitu sih, itu jadinya mie kuah dong.” Katanya.
“Gua suka koq nuangin kuahnya ke mienya, lbih enak menurut gw.” Sambil menyumpit semangkok mie ayam masuk ke dalam mulut.
“Beda ya ama gua, ahhaha, kalo gua ga suka mie ayam gw basah kek gitu.”
“Punya lu sih lebih aneh, dituangin sambel ama kecap trus dikocok kek gitu, kayak indomi goreng.”
‘Enak tau, coba deh.” Dia menggulung mie dengan garpu, dipotong pake sendok, lalu menyuapkannya ke gua.
“Aneh akh, beneran kayak indomi goreng, mending masak sendiri di rumah.”
“Lunya aja yg aneh.” Sambil mencibir
“Anw, lu koq makan mie pake garpu sendok, ga bisa pake sumpit apa?”
“Ga bisa, gua klo megang sumpit kayak megang bolpen, jadi ga enak makannya.”
“Lu kalah tuh sama mamangnya, mamangnya aja ngocok puluhan mangkok mie pke sumpit.” Kata gw sambil nunjuk ke arah mamang yang jualan.
“Mau pake garpu ato sumpit kan ga ngurangin rasanya sih.”
Kami menikmati menu mie ayam pinggir jalan, bisa dibilang ini kencan pertama kami. Gua kenal dia dari awal kuliah, sekelas 3 semester berturut – turut membuat gua berani ngajak dia keluar jalan bareng.
Saat es teh kami datang, dia memasukan sedotan, menutup ujungnya degan jari, diambil, dibalik, lalu membuka jarinya, membuang teh yang ada di dalamnya.
“Lu ngapain sih kayak gitu? Aneh de.”
“Ini buat bersihin bagian dalam sedotannya, tau!”
“Astaga, daripadi gitu mending liat gua nih.”
Gua pilin sebuah sedotan dr ujung ke ujung.
“Sentil nih tengahnya.”
Dia melakukannya tanpa menanyakan apa alasan gua
POP!! Setengah dari orang yang ada di warung itu ngeliatin kami.
“Gila lu!! Bikin malu aja, orang – orang pada ngeliatin tau!!”
“Hhahahah, lu juga disuru nurut aja, lucu kan? Hahaha.”
“Lucu dari Hongkong, malu – maluin sih iya!!”
“Mau kemana abis ini?” Tanya gua
“Ga tau, yang jelas gw bosen klo lu ngajak gua ke mall!”
“Kenapa? Bukannya cewe suka ya klo diajak ke mall?”
“Bosen, tapi gua mau beli buah sih, kemana ya?”
‘Owh ada pasar buah sih deket sini, mau kesana?”
“Bole deh.”
Kami pun berjalan menyusui trotoar di tengah teriknya matahari siang dan panasnya asap knalpot.
“Kenapa ga mau naik mobil aja sih, panas gila begini, di kulit sampe cekit- cekit.” Protes gua saat tawaran pergi ke pasar buah naik mobil ditolak dan dia memilih untuk berjalan.
“Soalnya ribet kalo harus nunggu lu kluarin mobil, jalan, parkir lagi, boros duit parkir! Lagian lu bilang juga deket ini”
“Alesan lu, bilang aja mau jalan beduaan ama gua.”
‘Najis, wakakakaka, anw, koq lu bisa tau ada pasar buah deket sini?”
“Langganan dari kecil, nyokap gua sering banget beli disini, lu mau beli apa emang?”
“Pisang.” Jawabnya dengan lempeng
“PIsang?? Di pasar kan pisangnya item – item gitu sih, mending beli pisang Cavendish di mall!”
“Pisang Cavendish ama stiker ‘Sunpride’ bikin harganya naik jadi 12ribu sekilo, no thx deh.”
Kami pun sampai di tukang buah langganan gua, abis milih ini itu kita pun pulang, dia beli pisang raja dan gua beli apel fuji. Di tengah jalan, gw bukan kresek gua dan makan apelnya sebiji
“Ga lu kupas dulu tuh apel?”
“Ga, gua suka begini, lagian vitaminnya banyak di kulitnya tau.”
“Owh, gua sih ga bisa makan apel pake kulitnya, nyempil semua di gigi gua, jadi musi dikupas dulu.”
Kami pun balik, gua anter dia ke rumahnya dulu. Akhirnya kami pun sampai di rumahnya, sebelum dia turun dia bilang.
“Thx for today.” Kata dia.
“Thx for what?”
“Gua kira lu bakal behave, jadi orang yang ga gua kenal selama ini, tapi ngga, gua suka tetep jadi elu.”
“Owh, hahaha. Tapi gua baru sadar lho, kita ternyata beda banget, ga kayak di kampus, we always have the same idea.”
“Jadi? Lu lebih suka kalo gua selalu punya kesamaan kek lu ? gitu maksud lu?”
“Ngga, bukan itu maksud gua. Gua ngerasa kayak, sekali lagi berkenalan dengan lu, dan sekali lagi jatuh cinta sama lu.”
“Gombal lu, wakakkakak.”
“Serius nih gua, gua ga mau punya pacar yang 100% sama kek gua, keknya koq gw pacaran sama diri gua sendiri. Tapi kalo sama elu, asik aja, justru perbedaan yang ada bikin gua makin suka ama lu.”
“Anjis, jijik bahasa lu, wuakakkaka, geli gua dengernya.” Dia tertawa ngakak.
“Iya deh puas – puasin aja ketawanya.”
“Gua sepikiran sama elu, Cuma gua ga bisa secara frontal bilang keq lu tadi.”
“Besok mau jalan lagi?” Tanya gua.
“Liat besok gimana deh,dah akh, cape gua, bye!” dia pun turun.
Gua pun jalan balik ke rumah gua, dengan memori tentang hari ini. Tentang untuk kesekian kalinya, gua ngerasain jatuh cinta sama orang yang sama. Tertakjub atas semua perbedaan yang ada, tapi justru itu yang bikin jadi indah.
Gua siap untuk cari tahu apa bedanya gua dan dia, dan gua siap untuk jatuh lebih dalam lagi.
“Gua suka koq nuangin kuahnya ke mienya, lbih enak menurut gw.” Sambil menyumpit semangkok mie ayam masuk ke dalam mulut.
“Beda ya ama gua, ahhaha, kalo gua ga suka mie ayam gw basah kek gitu.”
“Punya lu sih lebih aneh, dituangin sambel ama kecap trus dikocok kek gitu, kayak indomi goreng.”
‘Enak tau, coba deh.” Dia menggulung mie dengan garpu, dipotong pake sendok, lalu menyuapkannya ke gua.
“Aneh akh, beneran kayak indomi goreng, mending masak sendiri di rumah.”
“Lunya aja yg aneh.” Sambil mencibir
“Anw, lu koq makan mie pake garpu sendok, ga bisa pake sumpit apa?”
“Ga bisa, gua klo megang sumpit kayak megang bolpen, jadi ga enak makannya.”
“Lu kalah tuh sama mamangnya, mamangnya aja ngocok puluhan mangkok mie pke sumpit.” Kata gw sambil nunjuk ke arah mamang yang jualan.
“Mau pake garpu ato sumpit kan ga ngurangin rasanya sih.”
Kami menikmati menu mie ayam pinggir jalan, bisa dibilang ini kencan pertama kami. Gua kenal dia dari awal kuliah, sekelas 3 semester berturut – turut membuat gua berani ngajak dia keluar jalan bareng.
Saat es teh kami datang, dia memasukan sedotan, menutup ujungnya degan jari, diambil, dibalik, lalu membuka jarinya, membuang teh yang ada di dalamnya.
“Lu ngapain sih kayak gitu? Aneh de.”
“Ini buat bersihin bagian dalam sedotannya, tau!”
“Astaga, daripadi gitu mending liat gua nih.”
Gua pilin sebuah sedotan dr ujung ke ujung.
“Sentil nih tengahnya.”
Dia melakukannya tanpa menanyakan apa alasan gua
POP!! Setengah dari orang yang ada di warung itu ngeliatin kami.
“Gila lu!! Bikin malu aja, orang – orang pada ngeliatin tau!!”
“Hhahahah, lu juga disuru nurut aja, lucu kan? Hahaha.”
“Lucu dari Hongkong, malu – maluin sih iya!!”
“Mau kemana abis ini?” Tanya gua
“Ga tau, yang jelas gw bosen klo lu ngajak gua ke mall!”
“Kenapa? Bukannya cewe suka ya klo diajak ke mall?”
“Bosen, tapi gua mau beli buah sih, kemana ya?”
‘Owh ada pasar buah sih deket sini, mau kesana?”
“Bole deh.”
Kami pun berjalan menyusui trotoar di tengah teriknya matahari siang dan panasnya asap knalpot.
“Kenapa ga mau naik mobil aja sih, panas gila begini, di kulit sampe cekit- cekit.” Protes gua saat tawaran pergi ke pasar buah naik mobil ditolak dan dia memilih untuk berjalan.
“Soalnya ribet kalo harus nunggu lu kluarin mobil, jalan, parkir lagi, boros duit parkir! Lagian lu bilang juga deket ini”
“Alesan lu, bilang aja mau jalan beduaan ama gua.”
‘Najis, wakakakaka, anw, koq lu bisa tau ada pasar buah deket sini?”
“Langganan dari kecil, nyokap gua sering banget beli disini, lu mau beli apa emang?”
“Pisang.” Jawabnya dengan lempeng
“PIsang?? Di pasar kan pisangnya item – item gitu sih, mending beli pisang Cavendish di mall!”
“Pisang Cavendish ama stiker ‘Sunpride’ bikin harganya naik jadi 12ribu sekilo, no thx deh.”
Kami pun sampai di tukang buah langganan gua, abis milih ini itu kita pun pulang, dia beli pisang raja dan gua beli apel fuji. Di tengah jalan, gw bukan kresek gua dan makan apelnya sebiji
“Ga lu kupas dulu tuh apel?”
“Ga, gua suka begini, lagian vitaminnya banyak di kulitnya tau.”
“Owh, gua sih ga bisa makan apel pake kulitnya, nyempil semua di gigi gua, jadi musi dikupas dulu.”
Kami pun balik, gua anter dia ke rumahnya dulu. Akhirnya kami pun sampai di rumahnya, sebelum dia turun dia bilang.
“Thx for today.” Kata dia.
“Thx for what?”
“Gua kira lu bakal behave, jadi orang yang ga gua kenal selama ini, tapi ngga, gua suka tetep jadi elu.”
“Owh, hahaha. Tapi gua baru sadar lho, kita ternyata beda banget, ga kayak di kampus, we always have the same idea.”
“Jadi? Lu lebih suka kalo gua selalu punya kesamaan kek lu ? gitu maksud lu?”
“Ngga, bukan itu maksud gua. Gua ngerasa kayak, sekali lagi berkenalan dengan lu, dan sekali lagi jatuh cinta sama lu.”
“Gombal lu, wakakkakak.”
“Serius nih gua, gua ga mau punya pacar yang 100% sama kek gua, keknya koq gw pacaran sama diri gua sendiri. Tapi kalo sama elu, asik aja, justru perbedaan yang ada bikin gua makin suka ama lu.”
“Anjis, jijik bahasa lu, wuakakkaka, geli gua dengernya.” Dia tertawa ngakak.
“Iya deh puas – puasin aja ketawanya.”
“Gua sepikiran sama elu, Cuma gua ga bisa secara frontal bilang keq lu tadi.”
“Besok mau jalan lagi?” Tanya gua.
“Liat besok gimana deh,dah akh, cape gua, bye!” dia pun turun.
Gua pun jalan balik ke rumah gua, dengan memori tentang hari ini. Tentang untuk kesekian kalinya, gua ngerasain jatuh cinta sama orang yang sama. Tertakjub atas semua perbedaan yang ada, tapi justru itu yang bikin jadi indah.
Gua siap untuk cari tahu apa bedanya gua dan dia, dan gua siap untuk jatuh lebih dalam lagi.
Thursday, November 4, 2010
game i shouldn't play
"thing that I really want to write these past three days, but still thinking bout what to write, so here it is"
I am a gamer
I play with many games.
I love it.
Till one day, i play with a game that i shouldn't play.
this game called "Heart"
i need to pay a huge fortune to buy this game.
Excited, i played this game.
this game looks like a puzzle.
I have to put the pieces in order, so the result will be a very nice picture of something I can't tell before I finish it.
This game only allowed 2 people to play it.
so i play it with others.
put here put there.
until its almost done.
we built a relationship at the same time we played with the "Heart"
eventually, things not work out fine.
typical love story, starting out as friend, ended as a foe.
so I find someone to play with me.
it's just the same story as the 1st one, starting out as friend, ended as a foe.
so i keep looking for one.
until now I realized, there are something missing.
the "Heart" is not the same.
it became different.
lots of pieces missing, it can't be do again.
it won't show anything anymore.
and I'll never know what exactly the picture is.
and now i have to deal with the bills.
heart is the most dangerous game I ever played, i shouldn't have play with it at the very first time . . .
*inspired by a box of puzzle that i never finish.*
I am a gamer
I play with many games.
I love it.
Till one day, i play with a game that i shouldn't play.
this game called "Heart"
i need to pay a huge fortune to buy this game.
Excited, i played this game.
this game looks like a puzzle.
I have to put the pieces in order, so the result will be a very nice picture of something I can't tell before I finish it.
This game only allowed 2 people to play it.
so i play it with others.
put here put there.
until its almost done.
we built a relationship at the same time we played with the "Heart"
eventually, things not work out fine.
typical love story, starting out as friend, ended as a foe.
so I find someone to play with me.
it's just the same story as the 1st one, starting out as friend, ended as a foe.
so i keep looking for one.
until now I realized, there are something missing.
the "Heart" is not the same.
it became different.
lots of pieces missing, it can't be do again.
it won't show anything anymore.
and I'll never know what exactly the picture is.
and now i have to deal with the bills.
heart is the most dangerous game I ever played, i shouldn't have play with it at the very first time . . .
*inspired by a box of puzzle that i never finish.*
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
here comes the mellow
okay here comes the mellow
i hate being my self, I really hate it.
I'm full with negative feeling.
I have broke many hearts, including mine.
I'm afraid to open my self to others
once I let people get inside, I couldn't bear the pain.
it's weird, really weird.
when people doesn't want to be lonely, i prefer to lock my self in my own room.
but yes, I do feel lonely.
but I just couldn't let it.
it's been 2 years, people come and gone.
some remains as friends, some into a foe, the rest become a stranger again.
I'm afraid about my own future.
I'm afraid being a daddy
I dont have a real figure of daddy, how could i be one?
I'm afraid i couldnt take care my own child.
trust me, having an experience, and watching movies, reading stories, and hearing what people feels make me afraid.
don't know why,
Once i read something like this
babies who never been born is the luckiest person in this world
babies who are born but then die, also a lucky person
but one who survived and has to live this life is the cursed one, because one has to feel the pain on being living creature.
and i just couldn't agree more on that
i hate being my self, I really hate it.
I'm full with negative feeling.
I have broke many hearts, including mine.
I'm afraid to open my self to others
once I let people get inside, I couldn't bear the pain.
it's weird, really weird.
when people doesn't want to be lonely, i prefer to lock my self in my own room.
but yes, I do feel lonely.
but I just couldn't let it.
it's been 2 years, people come and gone.
some remains as friends, some into a foe, the rest become a stranger again.
I'm afraid about my own future.
I'm afraid being a daddy
I dont have a real figure of daddy, how could i be one?
I'm afraid i couldnt take care my own child.
trust me, having an experience, and watching movies, reading stories, and hearing what people feels make me afraid.
don't know why,
Once i read something like this
babies who never been born is the luckiest person in this world
babies who are born but then die, also a lucky person
but one who survived and has to live this life is the cursed one, because one has to feel the pain on being living creature.
and i just couldn't agree more on that
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