i'm not my self

i just realized that im not my self for these couple days

i'm back into my old habit

i opened my drawer and found my cigar that i've been stored for months ago

gw jadi kek orang gila kalang kabut yg tiap ari kerjaannya mantengin hp

tiap malem nelpon my besties, Dennies, just to tell the same story every night

just wondering, how come??

keknya dulu gw bisa ga se desperado ini deh..

but why now i became like this

grasak grusuk gajelas dan gapenting

i feel like an idiot..

bego!! bego!! bego!! bego!!! bego!!!!
*jedotin kpala ke pintu*

damn it, rasanya yg dulu2 ga sampe ngebikin gw kek gini deh
*sakitnya sama sih, cuma rasanya gw bisa lbih tough deh dulu*

*menyalakan batang k4
gw bener2 bingung harus ngapain lagi dah . . . .