well, this is it, another xmas eve..
i have spent 3 xmas eves alone in my boarding house
it makes me feel terribly sorry for my self (another self pity i guess)
but, that's what I really feel
another thing, it's been a year since i broke up...
well, I am trying to move on, even it's very hard
all of the memory of the past still haunting on me....
but, I know I'll be all right
so many things happened in this year...
and then i realized...
this is not my world
I am living on a dream world
the one shows that everything is fine and great
but when i realized the truth, I know I'm not belong to this world..
merry xmas everybody
may you have a blissful and prosperous years in the future...
God Bless Me and You
