I am

I am a down to earth guy, just look at my mark
C and B, close to E
E stands for Earth , right?

I am so in love with drama
just take a look at my life
you can see the resemblance

I love a good joke
do you want to hear one?
well, my life is already a joke

I am so strong
jusk ask my bed
if my bed could talk, it would tell you how long I can stay on it

I am a caring person
take a look at the dust on my room
I've been take care of them since forever


if you are looking for perfect person
than it's me that you are looking for
I am a perfect failure

About Literature

I took literature as my subject not because I accidentally applied for it, in fact I was an economic student for a year before I decided to move to literature.

It is fun to study literature, world it self in my opinion is literature. Whatever we know now is something written ages ago. Literature it self is the door to the present, past, and future.

I learn to see something from different point of views, everything has it own reason.
From my thesis topic, I choose to analyze Memoirs of a Geisha, a story of a girl who willing to do anything to get closer to the man that she loved. Ironically speaking, she sacrificed her virginity to be recognized by people and the man she loved.

I also learn about symbolism. It is kinda fun yet confusing to learn it. How can an animal farm symbolize a corrupt government and how can a tuna symbolize God; in addition, how can a plum symbolize virginity??

You can write sooo many issues in the work of literature such as LGBT (Lesbian Gay Bisex and Transexual), mental disorder, racism, cultural shock, orientalism, and so on, basically, you can write about anything.


So what makes literature different from other pop books? It is the hidden messages. Every literary works always has a hidden meaning that the writer tries to convey. But that is the fun part. People may not have the same opinion about the hidden meaning, but as long as you can proof your answer, your answer is correct.

Literature helps us widen our perception, to see the world we never see, to imagine things, to learn something, to get something, and to do something.

what a crazy world

have u ever watched this movie?

Mary and Max tells about a story of a girl who is very self-concious about her self.

Her mother is an alcoholic and kleptomaniac, and his father enjoy being in company of his stuffed-dead bird.

She has a neighbour who suffers agrophobic.

One day, she decided to write a letter to America, she picked the addres randomly from the book address at the post office.

She made a friend with Max, a jewish who lives in New York. His father left him and his mother, and his mother commited a suicide. He got bullied when he was a boy because he is a jew boy. He is suffering from ASPI. he has a trouble in emoting his feeling and translating people's non verbal communication.

Mary and Max become a penpal and regularly write to each other. unfortunetly, Mary asked something so crucial that makes Max collapsed. Max's mental disorder caused him having a nerver attack everytime Mary asks him a difficult question.

This relationship continued until Mary got married. She married closeted gay who is also have a male penpal in New Zealed and leave her for his penpal.

The world evolves with the people in it. We asked for a perfection but where on earth we can find it?
Maybe perfection is if we see something a little different from our point of view (quoted from somewhere)

These bunch of people is the one who makes this world more alive.