I'm ready to mumble again, preasure from the next week final exam I guess.
its been a long time, but I'm still the pesimistic person I was
I'm not good at starting a conversation or a new relationship.
My mood is unpredictable, just like the weather.
but thankfully, I can keep my mood for my self.
people may know if I'm not in the good mood, but at least, it doesn't affect them.
I thought I have moved on, but no, I just ran away from it.
at the end of the day, I came back again at the same spot where I begin.
I'm not a smart guy, yes I know it.
But listening to your parents about how good your sister and brother are, that's hurt.
and please, stop saying God has a plan, theres is a rainbow after the rain, or some sort of that thing
yes, yes, God has a plan, but keep saying that wouldn't heal any wound or ease the pain, it still damn hurt.
